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Tuesday, August 31st, 2010

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    12:22a
    “I talked to Brandt and Aaron, and I think I'm...
    “I talked to Brandt and Aaron, and I think I'm going
    to move in with them
    I stared at Jamie's unmoving form for a long momentIan was just as motionlessHe couldn't
    have been having a panic attack, too, thoughWas he thinking of some way to extricate himself
    from the situation?
    “Lights out,” Jeb bellowed from across the room“Everybody shut yer trap so I can get some
    shut-eye
    People laughed, but took him seriously as alwaysOne by one, the four lamps were dimmed
    until the room was black
    Ian's hand found mine; it was warmDid he notice how cold and sweaty my skin was?
    He sank to his knees on see by chloe bag the mattress, tugging me gently alongI followed and lay down on the
    seam between the beds
    “Is this okay?” Ian whisperedThere were other hushed conversations going on around us,
    made indistinct by the rush of the sulfur spring
    “Yes, thank you,” I answered
    Jamie rolled over, shaking the mattress and knocking into me“Oops, sorry, Wanda,” he
    murmured, and then I heard him yawn
    Automatically, I shifted out of his wayIan was closer than I'd thoughtI gasped quietly when I
    ran into him, then tried to give him some roomHis arm was suddenly around me, holding me to
    his body
    It was the strangest feeling; white chanel j12 watch having Ian's arm around me in this very nonplatonic way reminded
    me oddly of my first experience with No PainLike I'd been in agony without realizing it, and
    his touch had taken all the hurt away
    That feeling erased my shynessI rolled so that I was facing him, and he tightened his arm
    around me
    “Is this okay?” I whispered, repeating his question
    He kissed my forehead
    We were silent for a few minutesMost of the other conversations had died out
    He bent down so that his lips were at my ear and whispered, quieter than before, “Wanda, do
    you think… ?” He fell silent
    “Yes?”
    “Well, it looks like I louis vuitton purses have a room all to myself nowThere's not enough space for you to be alone
    “I don't want to be aloneBut…”
    Why wouldn't he ask? “But what?”
    “Have you had enough time to sort things out yet? I don't want to rush youI know it's
    confusing… with Jared…”
    It took me a moment to process what he was saying, but then I giggled quietlyMelanie wasn't
    much given to giggling, but Pet had been, and her body betrayed me at this most inopportune
    moment
    “I was givingyou time to sort things out,” I explained in a whisper“I didn't want to rushyou
    –because I know it's confusing
    He jumped just a little in replica miu miu surprise“You thought… ? But Melanie isn't youI was never
    confused
    I was smiling in the dark now“And Jared isn't you
    His voice was tighter when he answered“But he's still Jared
    Ian was jealous again? I shouldn't have been pleased by negative emotions, but I had to admit
    this was encouraging
    “Jared is my past, another life
    He was quiet for a momentWhen he spoke again, his voice was rough with emotion“And
    your future, if you want that
    And then he kissed me in the most unplatonic way possible under the crowded circumstances,
    and I was thrilled to remember that I'd been smart enough to lie about my prada bags online

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